realm of reality

Two days ago, it was my 1 year anniversary of my LOST or should i say STOLEN 6681. I’ll never forget which date and how you left me so miserable that day 6681! Curse the twat who stole you away from me. I HATE YOU.

Chinese New Year’s luck for me hasn’t been very good. I’ve been losing losing and losing my money away. How depressing. Anyway, 1 year once in a while it’s ok la. But really, no words to describe but SWAY ah.

My exam’s on this coming Saturday and I haven’t even done my individual project and group folder which its deadline is on my exam date. And also, I haven’t studied yet. *DIE* I still have about 4 days left to do so.

Had a gambling session yesterday at ting’s house. And I’m still here typing this anyway. They are all sleeping. And I just can’t get to sleep.

We played from the late evening (ok maybe it was almost night) till this morning over 8am. OMG, we are pandas. We were Mahjong-ing for some time before changing to Blackjack. I was winning in MJ at first, but later lost my winnings. Blackjack really killed me. I lost my whole fortune there! Hahh. Then we played 4 cards. Let’s just say, whatever you play as long as you SWAY, change the game also LOSE!

Guess what?

I BOUGHT BOA’S ALBUM ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!

The pictures aren’t really that nice. But nevermind, I got a free poster! Actually I’ve heard all her songs already (action) but still wanna buy the album for collection. I thought she would have some cool pictures of her but sadly no. It’s just average, not breath taking or mind blowing.

Must go BUY ok! BoA’s Made In Twenty (20). Rocks ah.
Her songs are the best!

Why are J-pop songs so much nicer than Mando-pop? It’s like there are so many Mando-pop singers who use J-pop melodies. You just have that "OMG! This song is so damn nice" feeling when you hear J-pop songs! It’s like YA, I don’t understand a shit they are singing, but the melody is nice, their vocals are nice, the music arrangement is nice yada yada yada.

But Mando-pop, you just get sick of some of their songs just hearing the melody. But I don’t deny that some are really very very extraordinarily NICE.

J-pop ROCKS! It’s like nothing could have gone wrong in any song. Ok maybe just a few.

Mando-pop is nice too. Really. But it still doesn’t measure up to J-pop. It’s like when I heard Saya sang her song "Xiang Nian Ni De Ge" also meaning "Missing Your Song", I thought it was so nice. But when Terence told me to check Yuna Ito out, I found out that she had a song named "Endless Story" which was the exact melody of Saya’s "Xiang Nian Ni De Ge".

Also, Cyndi Wang’s "Yue Guang" was taken from Shitomi. Cyndi’s "Ai De Hua Xiang Yi" was also taken from Otsuka Ai.
Sing Shi Xin Hui’s "I believe" was taken from Ayaka.
Angela’s "Re Lian Yan Huo" was taken from Boa.

Many more I believe.

Happy happy v’day!

What’s so great about valentines day anyway? Everyday is valentines day to me! (Awww, so sweet ^-^) It’s like a "Be-nice-to-animals-day" when I’m always nice to animals what! So what’s the big fat great deal about it?

Just another reason to receive and give pressies to your loved ones. But you could always give your loved ones pressies for no special reason on no special occasions. It doesn’t have to wait till V’day before you do so right?

Before anyone thinks otherwise of this post, I’m not saying V’day is for suckers or that my V’day has been a TERROR! Look carefully, it’s three plus in the morning on V’day ok. I’m EARLY! So I haven’t experience V’day yet.

Bobo bee and I were just talking about this just now. Well, we thought flowers were kind of a waste of money. I agree though. The thought do counts but still, it’s not practical. Yes, it’s romantic and all but I don’t know. Some girls really do love flowers. So that’s besides my point.

Anyway, no big deal lah. Flowers or not right? Spend so much but in the end of few weeks, it’s gone. Like the other time when ting and huiru bought me a bouquet for my 19th birthday, it all started falling apart when I wanted to turn them into dried flowers to keep. What’s worse was that the orange pollen from the flowers actually stained one of my dad’s white shirts and he got so mad he told me to throw them away. =( So depressing right? My heart aches to throw them away also you know!?

So moral of the story, flowers aren’t practical, their beauty only lasts for that some time and it breaks my heart to throw them away! (breaks your heart too right, knowing I threw those flowers away)

And also another thing is that, I have not seem to have celebrated V’day with anyone before. It has been the "bachelorette" days every single year. It has always been me giving my crush stupid presents (in secondary school days lah, I know I’m childish now lah) or receiving anonymous weird presents. So it was never two-sided for me. How sad.

I can still recall last year during V’day, before Bobo bee and I were together. Still single then. As friends then, we hanged out in a group to catch a movie or something. I can’t really remember or did we hang out at Momo instead? Time flies man, so fast and it’s back here again.

But this time, it’s different. I’m no more a bachelorette!
~ A year ago, he was just a friend to be. A year later, he’s a part of me! ~
^-^

But oddly, I don’t feel like tomorrow (I mean today) has to be spent any specially compared to normal days unlike the past years. I’ve always fantasized how my V’day should turn out like with my crush. (I said it was the PAST ok. Stop snickering!)  But now, it just feels like a normal day. (I told you everyday is V’day to me) Muahaha.

So Happy Valentines Everyday Everyone!
Happy V’day to bobo bee, queksy, tingsy, zeekee, huiru, angel, chee, leisy, hansy, tasha, bertsy, malini, nara, pooh bears and doraemon (yucks). Now, who did I leave out? (ponders…)

Ever thought of baking a cake for your valentine?
Suddenly the thought of the cake zeekee baked for ting’s b’day just keeps surfacing in my head. So funny lah bong. So ke ai.

Guess who’s gonna bake a cake on v’day?
What’s the answer? Can anyone tell me.
Hint: Initials - HN.

Enough said.
Try to guess lah k. ^-^

It’s been such a busy busy week. Working 5 days straight from morning to night. Finally I’ve gotten back my most deserved rest. My dark eye rings are BACK! Don’t you just hate it when people start calling you PANDA? But unfortunately, I do look like one now. Yes leisy will say JENDA. Her own reformed word. Or should I say her own invented word. Anyway she’s happily enjoying herself in Bangkok. Ohhh lucky lucky you tenchi!

Food and wine has been quite ok. Just that some guests are really fussy and a pain in the ass. So what if they’re rich? So unreasonable. Ya maybe it now all makes sense. They CAN be unresaonable BECAUSE they are rich.

Food and wine experience this year really made me feel kinda old. Why old? Because I can still clearly remember what was it like last year during the food and wine.

I still remember Xinxiu and Queenie had to go collect their O level’s results. And this year, the same thing happened to another batch of juniors. How depressing that time flies so fast.

Anyway comparing last years food and wine with this years, this years was really fantastically SHITTY! What’s up with the freaking balloon thingy in palm court? (I’ll upload some pics when I’ve got them) It’s like a human cooker in there. (during set up la) But why torture us, the poor staff like that!

Last year it was at Jubilee Hall. It was amazing. The set up and all were more creative compared to this year. And not to mention cooler than this years. (DUH!) In short, it was my most utter regret to work for that week. (well, but I did earn quite a bit)

Anyway so far, I have no plans of working for the following week. Going to head back to Malaysia this coming Friday for CNY.

Can’t believe I have nothing to say for the first time after so long. I could continue criticizing hong nam though. But like so bad. See when I’m in the mood.

^-^

Ok la, maybe just ask hong nam to STOP looking at me can! Right ting? So lesbo lo. Tell her I no money la! Really ma. And stop acting sick. So ke ai nehh!

SIBEI BREASTY LO.
nga nhor.
sibei sibei sibei.