realm of reality

And the Grand winner of this years oscar awards 2007 is none other than *roll drums*

Miss Moisturizer!!!

Congratulations Miss Moisturizer! You did us proud! Any words for those who have been voting for you?

Miss Moisturizer:
(talks real fast, sounding like a rat squeaking)
I win ah? What kinda prize and title is this? I don’t know what you all trying to say leh? Anyway ah I very happy la be the grand winner. Very grateful for those who voted for me. Vote for me what? I also dunno la. But thanks anyway. People say I very irritating, but seems like no la since I can win hor? They say that I talk too much. Some more talk all the rubbish. You know hor that time this girl say about another girl this thing then I not happy go tell that girl. Like that call "pao-to" mehh? I think I just very conversational ma. She like close with me BUT I don’t like her one. Don’t tell her. That time hor she…..

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MISS MOISTURIZER.
but we have over-run on our run-down.

Next coming up, we have the First Runner up of this years oscar awards 2007 winner! *roll drums*

Miss Hong Nam!!!

Congratulations Miss Hong Nam! Any words to share with the audience about your win?

Miss Hong Nam:
(in tones/accents/slangs/words we find very familiar)
(cutesy but not at all cute voice) I can’t believe I lost to that stupid Moisturizer lor. YGA NHOR YGA NHOR! Hen ke ai neh!
Actually I think I should have won Grand Title ok. Those voters TAO NAO PAI one! Really SIBEI TAO NAO PAI lor. So obvious I more pretty than her, more capable than her, more CUTE than her. People like me more than her, people dote on me more. Why she win? I don’t understand. I hate her you know? But I must act close with her if not I have no friends. (cutesy but not at all cute voice) Very sad hor?
Anyway, I think she win because she like to "pao-to" things around? But I also like that ma, WHY I DIDN’T WIN? Maybe I too cute liao lor. (Laughs very loud and bangs table) Aiyaa, she so ER XIN. SIBEI ER XIN lor. Nevermind la, next year maybe can win. I just continue to be my ORIGINAL self lor. Don’t you know people like to copy me a lot one? So sad!

VERY NICE (borat style) MISS HONG NAM!
We’ll be seeing more of you and Miss Moisturizer very soon. Though I hate to say this but, YOU TWO REALLY GET ALONG QUITE WELL. Kinda make me sorta JEALOUS. But both of you are really skillful to be able to grab the post of the Oscar Awards. Very shockingly impressive I must say.

Miss Hong Nam:
Yga Nhor Yga Nhor! Of cuz we win la. We the most popular ok. So ke ai. But I still think you all SIBEI TAO NAO PAI la. Choose Moisturizer over me.

Miss Moisturizer:
What you trying to say? You not happy I win mehh? I thought we supposed to be good friends what.

Miss Hong Nam:
Yga nhor very funny la you. You dunno you very irritating? But I still tolerate you and be your friend. I very nice already ok. Sacrifice my ears to your non stop speech!

-PRIVATE JOKE-
sorry la, really have to BITCH about them.
^-^

If you do not observe, you will not know. Because you are oblivious. I didn’t choose to be this oblivious person. I know deep within me, the reason why you are treated this way it’s because I don’t expect anything in return. I don’t treat you the way you treat me just so you can get a taste of your own medicine. I treat you the way I want YOU to treat ME.

They say, treat unto people the way you want people to treat unto you. I’m just doing my part. But no one is doing theirs. Maybe it isn’t me who is oblivious but it is them who are. People think they are doing their part, but obviously, it is just superficial and artificial. On the surface of everything.

I’m not angry nor pissed, I’m just disappointed. I don’t understand where the problem lies. Is it with me, or with the rest? It’s obvious that people take you for granted if you give in too much too them. They expect this more when once too many a times you give them benefits. They rather for their own benefit, put people at misery.

All I can say from this is utter selfish-ness. All they think about is themselves and no one else. Even if you try to think positively, you can only describe it as superficial. That explains my title.

I have not lost all hope. But I’ve begin to see the truth surface for myself. People used to tell me things which I won’t acknowlegde as I don’t see the "evidence" for myself. However, now I’ve seen it.

I’m not being paranoid. Maybe really utterly disappointed. But I won’t give up. It’s not worth it to give it up. Now I know who they are.